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[magicallaw]

I probably shouldn't rec this cos it is so very, very wrong (and I can't stress that enough, people) but . . . it's, well, it's just WOW.

It's the sickest most beautiful fic I have ever read and I am in tears.

Singing Each to Each (Ten/Master/TARDIS - so very NC-17) by the wonder that is versaphile.

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[rosengirl.livejournal.com]

I am now in tears.

GODS.

[magicallaw.livejournal.com]

I rarely cry at fic but that was just . . . WOW.

[voicelikehoney.livejournal.com]

I think I finally found my boundaries in fic - well written, very well written, but I feel nauseated in a way that only the film of Shallow Grave has ever made me feel before this. Your warning was more accurate than I realised.

Respect to versaphile, but I feel like I need to shower. And maybe watch Blink or Gridlock and remember the Ten that I absolutely adored in series three!

Yeah, I know, I'm a wuss. Just stop this creepy feeling up the back of my neck now, plz?

[magicallaw.livejournal.com]

See, I think that because I have read the massive series that lead to this (although they can be seen as stand alone's) I sort of new this was coming and it is so in character for this little AU.

[voicelikehoney.livejournal.com]

Maybe that's what it is. I've read other stuff of versaphile's before and been very impressed, but nothing from this series, I don't think. Though I do think I'll pass ... that stuff is just a tad too strong for my pedestrian mind to deal with comfortably. Also I is at workz, which is perhaps not the best place to be reading coal-black NC-17 slashfic.

I think also I'm just starting to reach my capacity level for dark-emo-Doctah. Maybe if the series let up on me and didn't have Ten being The Lonely Emo God all the time, I might be happier reading the darker stories in fandom - but right now I'm crying out for Donna to join and bring a little levity back to the series. I want Ten to enjoy himself for once, dammit, without feeling like he's thisclose to going absolutely bonkers from the weight of the world crushing down on his shoulders or wanting to burst into tears from Rose emo. After that Christmas special he still has delusions of deification - "I CAN DO ANYTHING!" *slaps him* NO YOU CAN'T - and now he has another young blonde female to lick wounds over, when he could have invited a perfectly nice older gent on board. "Travel alone", my arse.

Also rape = squicky here. And the stabbity part was too vividly described. And the thought that the TARDIS could collude in it all and even encourage it to happen ... I guess my digestion's a bit on the delicate side.

Thanks for the recommendation though, believe it or not. I do try to broaden my horizons still, and I do think it was worth reading - it's just something like the situation with Shallow Grave for me. Thought both that and the story were excellent, but can't rewatch the movie and probably won't re-read the story.

[magicallaw.livejournal.com]

I know this sort of thing isn't for everyone and I did think twice about recing it but when something has that sort of effect on me I just couldn't not, if you know what I mean.

That's the beauty of fanfic though, isn't it? I can read stuff like this that really eats my brain and love it, then I can go and read something else and Ten's just being adorkably cute and I love it just the same.

[voicelikehoney.livejournal.com]

Oh lord, don't ever let me make you think twice about reccing anything! I wouldn't want that at all (will be taking a peek through your big fic-rec post later) - just wanted to get all that bumph up above off my chest and your journal was a comfy place to do it ... if I weren't completely at ease with you I'd probably not have said a thing. Think I'll go off in search of some fluff, and work on working up my appetite for the darker stuff again. ;-)

[magicallaw.livejournal.com]

Well there's lots of fluffy lovely stuff in that post so that should help you :)

[bellabelball.livejournal.com]

Thank you for reccing that. That was amazing!